A letter from March 12th, 2018

Time Travelled — about 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Today it's been 15 days since your dad passed away and it feels like it was yesterday. You still don't really believe that happened and it hurts so bad to get inside of that bedroom. I hope you're coping better now. Is mom ok? Have you and your S/O decided to live with her or have you moved out? Congratulations on your 8th aniversary with Him. I'm 100% sure you probably have been married for almost two years now. Do you guys plan on having kids anytime soon? Do you already have them? Right now, I'm struggling to get a job while mourning and helping mom. I'm not giving up because I know you depend on that to be with the love of your life and to make your dream come true, but it's so hard. Well this letter is just for you to remember how hard things once were and how much better you are now. Things might not be that good for you, I know future won't be all fun and games and roses and stuff but It can't get any worse than it is now, so yeah you're probably better than I am, lucky person! See you in 3 years.

Epilogue

2 days later

Dear past me. I'm so sorry for our loss. It's somewhat refreshing to get this card, since I didn't really remember much from that time (It all went blank after...

A iw)hel. Of mom igtgnet in olnea aprenst' oheus a teg vene won eelps did mohe your uyo seinensaus uoy yoeu'r ni eerht dna roev meonw with oruy escni uyor wto. .
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'msom dinog. . . Ko. Hnat atwh ruy'eo fi 'sseh ts'ath a,sw owser hse isnakg os tno. . . Yhae.
Ruyo ym to h'se akem ereh nda me ti he isllt ihtw ivel to but r,he cseabeu not o/s of ruoytcn tuc'lodn dcdieed ano'r ebuscae. Ylf opesdspu yeth a etyopecmll few the was thsu after ekesw he to rrbdose.
Ht8 dysertaey lycylhspia etohgert uon'ldtc w,as uor wlle(, ew hairepp ew raenysvria doluc dan we wree be fi dni,ede. ).
Aninlpgn uory swih morf hnte ydlaera to vene eddgniw yb heac gailroin twghei aratpp yroeu' oyu ckab etohr uro dan re'ew. Dna raec iakgtn clsthoe the prawpoker neveu nad fo 'were.
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Wo,n fo a eht r'eyuo who tahhely alwk byo adyarel nauite by can ya,w na. Teubfalui than a hnomt in rreiela haytlhe eh eh nad aemc ospdupse saw 00%1 ,to h'se btu.
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Did etfar eth you nkorwig statr ttrlee ohsmnt yuo etrow 2. Seme lametn a and yuro dmae kile job godo ti in otg ahhtel ecni lelh yuo pya ti twih ubt yuo a wree icks aws. Lrtea 5 yhspc yuo a hmnsto draw nddee up in. Yuo gnai reya 0g3k? het a ouy stitrc evag uyo tefra ourey' on fo ogod tosl 1g6k yhte dmes gnictuon eiomtnn tond' dan gkntia a and i dite wyror, nwo htme, aedm did rhtee.
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Nda siht mtuepill a up pehdapne trepyah on ongid eth adn gaev tilnu ekwes 19 esam tohnm or osbj ha,tt iredt nihgt eay)r dha oyu encis a lsat oyur( ouy eenb ytr htiwni het you with ftaer yrjnaau ewf sutj you up wree wsa tekp. Uyro ongdi uyo bu(t and etehs sdai ebusaec to erclfbtmaoo wosr)d neloni eh twcshi kmnaig on lslyaacib dan tnod' lpeh is you has htwi cuel tiicahrpssty oen yonl leef orremf sthcospoiysgl owh to dha aemryon toehs ewke onmtsaptpein ton ltas.
How ahev diae ouy oen dah lyno os seh yet on tiaptopnemn gdoo oyu is.
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Like you sreu dlahne tt,ha ignbe a teh amrncieu y,wa uldco rwee you ouy and by oyu ertdi adh tptery utb. . Ceosur decaaym usch aws mhesa teh ?emurocsts 4 uyo ucmh godo a nda ismlearta a sinec the ti dgera nila dna eomny on os no yuo thta ahd pstne.
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Elmant atth srift it sselgibn, ianscstosr 9 seyra go oyu tsmoh!n hsit asw het in stih ofr dromipev a raey ihtw anwna ooehtlcca coudl found on reay eoepdlx nda eamsk ttsea vsaciaton callyuta ouy place vserse oyru hcus and cie ttah acmre saw yuo speeural.
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Creignilnasy wroes eahv wreso e,luafunttnoyr odmo isnec gnissw ob,nemrev dan bene royu. ,olpedxe hri,clgate uyo way yvre cm,ears ulhag c,ry hcmu etg oto. . . Lla of in ohrus a ttmare. Eenb ti ahs ungistheax so. . . .
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Mle 1st2 aayw spedsa teh on nja. Ubt ldeeoepvd rayse fo a and ecaeusb aetrf idd weak od eh to endeid nidak saw 3 inngtho a asdspe swa and wiht htear ahd betrte ago oot shi rutom ihs dda eag o,iodnitnc ikle arye ofr he sih eh dehta etg wyaa iksc. Hety croodts idd dcoul netrhyevig.
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Yr,ots etg epnpgnaih rea ognhue esrow odgo nsghit hatt eth enev era n'cta rveen gsniht bad yhte hwen abd gtinhs of ehnpagipn r'eehst adn moarl lyaaws.
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