A letter from March 12th, 2018

Time Travelled — about 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Today it's been 15 days since your dad passed away and it feels like it was yesterday. You still don't really believe that happened and it hurts so bad to get inside of that bedroom. I hope you're coping better now. Is mom ok? Have you and your S/O decided to live with her or have you moved out? Congratulations on your 8th aniversary with Him. I'm 100% sure you probably have been married for almost two years now. Do you guys plan on having kids anytime soon? Do you already have them? Right now, I'm struggling to get a job while mourning and helping mom. I'm not giving up because I know you depend on that to be with the love of your life and to make your dream come true, but it's so hard. Well this letter is just for you to remember how hard things once were and how much better you are now. Things might not be that good for you, I know future won't be all fun and games and roses and stuff but It can't get any worse than it is now, so yeah you're probably better than I am, lucky person! See you in 3 years.

Epilogue

2 days later

Dear past me. I'm so sorry for our loss. It's somewhat refreshing to get this card, since I didn't really remember much from that time (It all went blank after...

A )wielh. Orve hetre ouyr a of nad a'netspr uryo ni yuo oyu idd neiassenus now leaon wtih two mom eespl hsuoe sinec menwo royu yer'uo etg teigngt ni oemh vene. .
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Doing 'msom. . . Ok. If s'hse tnah ksniga a'thts sweor saw, 'yrueo so hse nto hwta. . . Eyah.
Uyro hwit me eubaesc emka reh, esebuac and tbu ddecide hree still ont ot so/ es'h cnltudo' ti ucnoryt ot nro'a liev fo eh my. Suth swa pusodsep htey trfae wfe yfl a ot esekw het dsobrer eh lotcpmeley.
Iedd,en t8h ,was eb ierysanvra adn if wlle,( we lpicyylash were eppiahr dcuol uor tehtegro ew eeryysdat d'lonutc we. ).
Digdnwe hetn yb ligornia ckab neev alyreda erwe' to oyu siwh heca taappr uroy rou heort and ormf lingnnap ieghtw 'rouye. Adn ekworpapr gnkiat dna neveu raec fo hlectso teh ew'er.
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Can by yob adryela of an ,ywa het ,wno htyleha hwo euyo'r enatui a klaw. Hlaethy came homtn nhta ufabtueli dna a he tbu eh pdoessup t,o eeailrr ni 0%10 swa 'ehs.
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2 oertw shomtn frtea yuo did ouy gkwroni teh tarst ttleer. Uyor swa ti lleh tamnle deam uoy tbu ni tog cien healht ti a wree csik obj you iwht apy dan dogo keli emse a. Pu 5 nmstho darw a ni hpsyc yuo ertal deend. Hetre emsd teafr dna dema ddi on nto'd tningouc a ouy ayer i oogd k16g anig uoy agev 30?kg won ,hetm eitmonn yeruo' woyr,r the fo deti yeht tkanig sirtct tosl a nda you.
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Arfte wnitih (yruo ya)er wksee a ouy vgea tsla bene iuntl on dah tjus tpke ayajnru hngti 19 lpeulitm yrt pdpnhaee a yuo wfe smea ,that ohtmn het and uoy sjbo ondig senic ithw eerw pu dna asw pu hsit pyheart ouy eht ro rtdie. On itssopgoyclhs eoyrmna reormf wo)dsr tno oyru eaoocrblmtf iolenn nlyo hwo neo eosth lats ehtes bu(t dha is swtchi eh iciprtsyhtsa hple uoy sah to isad caiylasbl to psnpatteiomn uelc ecsabue weke efle iwht nad gdnoi dan mkgian yuo d'tno.
Eyt esh is godo woh daei hda no so ahev ouy eon oyu ptmotinnpea olyn.
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Cainmeur adh teh you a ta,ht ,way yb kile yuo uyo sreu nelhad clodu tidre dan rewe uoy ubt being eprytt. . Was no het no rsmsecotu? cydaeam niecs a adh tath much uscero emyno os seiarmlat 4 you ti eamsh adn eht dgoo nlia raged a nad shuc you nsetp.
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This yruo orf swa eaeslpru og ti capel seary hatt 9 hist htat chus mtho!ns eic funod hte ouy adn in a vscitnaoa doxlpee uoy ssctonrias leamtn craem esvsre no coohcaelt wnaan lis,nbegs eray whit ocudl rfsti ayre nad atest yuo dopmvrie yluatcal smaek swa.
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Cisen ewsor ewsor vahe vm,eeobnr odom nef,ntoyatulur eenb uroy iiyclsngnrea iwssng and. Gte vrey dl,xoeep rcy, oot gluah algcehi,tr oyu wya uchm m,rsaec. . . Srohu mttera in a lal of. Eenb ti guthsxniea os ahs. . . .
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Sdaspe lem teh ajn aywa 1t2s on. A 3 swa away ideend freta adink dah ish hdeat shi fo akwe od dopdveeel ihs itwh eh too hngiotn a dad icsk he ot fro rtomu ebettr gae ceasbeu etg ilek btu ago eyra sasepd nad he idd yaesr adn ind,ocnoti swa aehtr. Yvnehiegtr trscodo yeht uoldc did.
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Nhgoue innhappge worse ear ihtngs ihntsg even dan aer a'cnt hnew eyht s'heert tgshni of hatt teh egt nreev mloar dba abd ogod ehinnppga yors,t aalysw.
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