A letter from September 8th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm so sad right now I really need help, so much help. I think I'm depressed and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't want to be alone all my life I cannot do it NONONONO NOT ANYMORE. PLEASE HELP ME, HELP YOURSELF. I AM SO SAD AND I FEEL SO LONELY IT'S TERRIBLE. No love and affection for me, then...nothing. I am going to die of loneliness. I just can't make peace with the thought yet. I have to stop thinking about dying and suicide. I'm crying my eyes out. I don't want to go back to London..........I can't.

Epilogue

about 19 hours later

Not much has changed, An dear :( I got so...

Tdtrsae i ilfeeng isht thiw it lsta sah otghhut hatt wsa tecner it ohntesgim fotgro a,rey i sued leki. Tphaeyr lli' of gstinrat hfyopleul lpbte,rhete so no kignnhit tbrtee etg syleroisu 'mi. Sued ielnefg i dan ot seud fgeneil, twhi onoldn ogt i ogt 'mi brcamee nto ersu eurs that mi' idfetenily ot utb tehwehr otn ro ol,enyl nto. . . Em i'm teh t,i idsk aedm yebma onic lkie igcaehnt bayem.
I in is tihgn be eus:r eth ubtao for mi' ntwa 'lil nctaiuenr to htwa od so ehwre ,uefrtu neo. . . :( larley it's asd.

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