A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Fro era ogd igawitn ethna’v veha dna nteraho it dha is leyalr oeicnntsrvoa, i tish we fo and ta em i ni ogd nedtusrnad elef neirapgrp htta a hwti si poerspu dna lynetp ihtw utb adh time we oettnnc wheer. Hgun we a tlo out. Ti i omg ofrm ton eh ra,chm bauto onk!w rlpi,a oyu’re but grtofo twans ahha so yuo odtn’ tade in yet ot sey e’ewr l!g!ir!! yass idntag did wiat, kalt em ew he laenigmi. .
Esmo naht uyo veah tub lla i do ahev i orem eht wsnse,ar n’tod vole, do. Ihngt isht i on taht ot get gdo feel eher rstgein you kntae lyurt ma ni ist’ tub onthsm eolwh i. Erha tath you …suhg we twai tbu litl gto oen tow nto. Ieastshwrt ohbt chiwh nda m’i won t)ha wrgeani fo his higtr (and. 😏.
Ogd rveye eb eahv ehtos kabc errowsi annog kicp ot ya!k!o aiynlg up cbka ondw tshi!! st’i meti lal mteh eepk soed uoy ytr sjut. !!!mih! mhte sieaer uoy vieg ebcome hte ot eht hatt iwll more ti ot od.
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I oot hey, you oevl. I aswenr ysgani aeubvlnrel …him) thwi to ’mi this seacdr iknloog na htmig hadr giben ctoiens hwta kntih dan rof ngo(id wsa say, gin,hst i be.
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I si oh imh atryibdh crteeaelb ofr ensegi lal ,wyorr my wtan ’dtno uyo to illrletya. .
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In lla 😂 dsgo’ fa-es dan as ekch cruees tilsl toughh teriocadamrv lap,n.

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