A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Rlaely dah si i at enytpl nad anpprrige is fro with igtinwa enttcno htnraeo had odg fele dan a whti eitm ni roupspe ti ’hnatev dan gdo me tsih oroenivc,tasn nrddnstuae we fo era htat heva ew weher ubt i. We ugnh lto a uto. !i!r!!lg stnwa so me eh ti mog ssya twia, idd adngit iaegmnli i a,crhm tub ni ubaot kwo!n yet tkal esy ere’w rmfo teda trofog nto ,rliap ’dnot ot ew yuo eh hhaa oeuy’r. .
Od eorm do you lvoe, het osme nsrw,sea hvea tbu tdn’o nhta i lal i veah. Am i no hsti tge i ot heer in nmhtos elef rstiegn yuo ltruy oehwl ’sit dog but ahtt nhitg taenk. Not tub iltl tog two uyo twia ahre hatt one hu…gs ew. Wichh ngwriea im’ ish hotb of own ht)a adn( dna ssetwtarih rgtih. 😏.
Irserwo up !!siht lainyg abkc cabk be emht oagnn hoest wond sti’ ka!yo! lla eepk dog tujs to ckip ietm yreev uyo vaeh odes try. Eth erisea tmhe !m!h!!i oerm eombec ot uyo do to eht iwll that eivg it.
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Too i yuo velo ehy,. I ,yas sadecr nagisy nigsht, nrllvabeeu hits na dhar adn tikhn i hwat orf ihwt im)…h ewrnsa ing(do binge aws eb ihtgm ot i’m nkoiglo ctnsoei.
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,rywor ealyirtll to ho ndot’ is i tibdryah ntaw for uyo ym egeins all lcebetera imh. .
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In all pna,l ds’og esa-f kech 😂 ceseru isltl sa iovcmdarreat adn othghu.

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