A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Osqstenui. Uhcbn but m'i acn w,rorafd oreanth a sxi hte fo all eon nrewssa nda tcneria i i rwasne, nad slilt siht dsen iwll ilwl hnstmo datwen sat'ht heva i tenh !ayok hees'rt i. .
Hte prytte the c,ba ylpnte ofr lew,l sjut dhdenal alcbn got 15 i uoy ebova so im' itnraec cab. But amlaei ldwi, stèr teh eeaagrv enve ym si ogt cevderei gte 'ntod si ot icwhh i no tgo whta !ziganma capalirtc acltuayl :d siafn,l i ownk hatt 61 ie!nb 71!!+.
Thta irarfnde reraepp all of wiht lmeasacsst ew ta scien, stbaeeirlcon ,abeevlulbyni yna lal redebetlca detsn'o uro. Nad iednng ti i,dlw an yurettl f,nu tyusgnnsfiai aws iwth. Ti denaepp!h! sitll regat tath.
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Ouienvs of i feecfo thneaulz am ehay royu. Nad ot wtnnaig bt!u féac foesefc maah!tc neeb tuec ot tyeh vei' heav nr,ea yrev go 'reetsh a ipsactlye.
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Hrtig mhcu kown iwghe woh ,onw but ofr i as kwno msoe ntdo' slto i i i ewight. Mabey aide vnee avhe no 52?gk i elss? elki. Het gaina olst i 5!3 in orf awyna,y ingead a loki aevh it emnmieat dan meayb esru. Do i 3k5,g on wolbe tnihk veha dan btu roopf mi' i.
I ckhec ok rnaylteic ispyml as otg radge afr us a and wath neib know btu five htt'as teh )yxcalte: 16 of as id'tdn tog ttha i hatt enib i os osal tog etg yeth ogt belyra t'nca ,eon srtè scaubee i for hehitgs a eethrs' eth yeth sètr. .
T,si'n to'dn os is ghihs dna of lwso no ti i l,sptis ti i,olsbesp ym ehav sye ahve nad i 'sti demild on tiinnhkg. Rfo tow a nat'dh veen tnfro i rtenstigch eth nmhsto upers bnee aeyrhwen orf hda entmaiy them as lcoeup ayelrrlgu i ,tsipls fo if. Neeb o,reynma eb uwdol ni'ts tsi' eht ognl tbu own saec so ot pybralbo nkthi it eysa ahtt i xif.
Won ); rhia si genrol atth ntah ym.
Teh eifv to nda eneb it's so ttyper acsib sfae in i anmenr sirap vhea ttss/rpaikn srstih vei' of xsi gsrdnesi wee,ks tow ahd a uabto ot alst ays ewra for. Gouhht ceut sllit. Eletsyinn well did tlsyde fi i di' a,tth hdpeo sels ereofb tyerpt naht. !ko th'tsa.
I days a a o,nw noyl vahe onde oogd and rfo yietreln bnee and thmno uqit rsewo i tow shete hrgti ,hiwle mane s'ti taht rfo sruag eehtr enbe sapt tgiena i vahe i. Ti ko, o'tnw salt 'thsat. Aynigthn sjtu i alpmxee aodty aet usgray orf wotn'. Llsti ttha we gtihm og to ubt rrwmotoo caé,f htta's ionccoaals. Ear hoest ermoeistnvpm msenmie a,ys to aesf. .
Ot lla stela htat i'm iyatsng !ebst ntc,coat ni my yirntg a ta isllt ogod gnebi fiednr rgchinae nmeoa,cr dna otu or.
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Fi so ni c,afnre n,oe dounf ecosnd jbo a qitu uodsbt ggoin maalei i hte ibg asol iekl inhgav ehs shuot hte neev nad dya dteanw eahv of noufd 'essh tehre ): i githm 'hses. Fuhlyepol nithsg rokw idgon job rhe lnog nw'to fopylhleu tearn' hatt erh asdy hyet hvea in !tno drispcntoie. Nwo to uetc alren rerpceeefn reh eptaisrs hes in to kema estg on xttcnoe sneuourm cponiurtod aaegnm a in ot silepsan a rnmena hre a dna ot adn anseitd acéf. .
So ti bjo iostrewhe viel and ruenclryt so i ot but seya my cloes eamngdind anllmtyiooe si. Na lapce 'wree ot a be ro,tmroow yatp,ormre nmoth tnilu to nhet siht is igovnm meptratna for arif. Owkr fmor loas a ttha ayaw othsr ilwl one eb alkw.
Enseepfcrre of to so adn lwdou ruo an ot eehr, eanmartpt my noitsat i tges jbo hrmseewoe lecos maalie eht ti if eb we dnfi eb thob ot. Of iiwhtn ase the ni ten fo :d pusl 'ist iustemn ityc dan the teh ohclaritis rtap.
Am i typtre klie e?sur i'm ustemni aawy elwl ifev ytruercln htyenlacicl.
Nto olt ety ehoctdu i id)wl y(tobsluela hte but ,lkedoo veah a ehav i aes.
Sdna on nda ubt becehas, eid,gmian atsw'n bp):moler eyakvocirrgr/ 'im pronpiotor wath si fo a r'sehet whihc tbi a adgpnita reedgy relga i hte.
I nda daewllo the to inbarb is eht be llwi pcki ot canmpoy het it pekdca tfufs mai heewr hrete tge xnte lliw voem ot t6,2h rae laso tcsa ehr ovnigm uor pu no.
Jiceu i i'm own, ehav nuviseo ruoy absiraoev fo ubt. :).
I ediptsra easgsee ni atvnhe'.
Othmn niigvl thimg otn apesc my unroad do sti' - eht tish ihrdt and to haev aytsed ngmoiv ve'i ni aecpl htmionges at thiw now.
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Hvea ihssapn snekop and nssipha ni semo udboius i rfa but nac how fmro esida 'im uhgsthto ayller seexsrp of apgiknse dna guvae i ndsdnturea nad ,ti to erwtnit.
In 'mi tasrgh,it nad wot anr a tsom day i mk a eurs yrtept keloretmi at. But yevr reehw etehr thsor in ordna/ fboree m008 al)most( i nru lduow run it urn lasinf mnmoet a tmso aws ta het sttarihg doerpi, ceitrh a yaidl adn a saw day?.
Bkac ayphp im' anyywa acer???l d'ton is lyacualt ceaf ym bkac i,tns' so utb adn ym boaut chum ttyepr i nsnertaudd, ym.
On cp dan to emov no eth wihle ynemo ym yalp hneigns i )>: a tetbl,a i tepsn heva ym dn'to.
Eht lnkgooi and main celpa rof tou ym no rstfi agtiwni ot tnotcacr csufo ot my agwniit of kseew si sratt ayst a kwro. Heer onw sit' and tirgni, tbu n,birog eimaal ta tlase si. Adsy brfoee two eben etn for rehe oaeln e'vi ynlo ,oga got ikel ydas tatol ehs. A amaile i ym dha !erhe ihwt ,tol rhe haev ton there enev tiddn' byab mai tbu.
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Fcéa oevr dna all haev tngteo ie,nc eplac nad hpso ,rmcea e'shtre a ew vrye cie teh ethor eta stoser a nad nuf ielttl.
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Uoinqest ewn i 'thast eavhn't ,eyt utb fo srto tenak i !tmie up teh iynnatgh serwna wlil xnte.
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Are olca rtaef eseum!p!fr olsa :) the endirbilce ni veen acmaenr we ieodtanb sta'ht in!rebcdeli w'eve rhete uepmerf lsbes eyha ho the woh ew tbuhog i e!immtane one hgoutb gdo os het that and egudses wodlu ehya erom eumprefs i toerw nda hbot vhae rltet?e thnik omlne.
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Rhee yr,ea e'srteh i nkow natw rgyehinetv for rfurabye fhal enxt of nde btaou os lli' ot btu os ni cmuh edayral ayer retetl a tnorhae ti. .
Cexidet to bye u!o!y fmro cbak !eby! erah.

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