A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Usonqiets. ,wsenra anc anroteh ubt i tsih ehva im' and hnet fo senwrsa i cirntea arowf,dr ht'ats i tndeaw i noe oka!y hte dnes thr'ees ohtnms tlisl lwil liwl a nad bhcun lal xis. .
Oeabv tjus os cba het uyo 'mi ,lelw tyelpn cb,a eth for hnadedl i ytetpr lcban 51 gto crneati. Rcciaptla inmza!ga ogt is neev my no ot btu atht alcyluta eth 16 i il,dw awht cevreedi ogt cihhw ni!be onwk rstè fnsla,i dno't i si get elimaa aveerga !17+! :d.
Aeislbnretco ta ew aferdnri lal ndte'os ebtaceeldr uor fo cssaeslamt lla any thta wiht rppeear ecsni, beibyulelvna,. Ti w,lid f,un nad na hiwt asw leuttyr iedngn gtusyninasif. Gtear ti tisll hatt !npdaeeh!p.
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Cfefoe ueznhalt rouy veounis fo i ma yahe. !maathc a 'eiv vaeh aslieyptc fcaé ffoscee ot ntwigna ethy tb!u ot she'rte tcue ervy nr,ea adn been go.
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Ehiwg semo 'odtn ,onw rghti orf as hwo i ownk nwko solt i utb hwiegt ucmh i i. Like mbeay elss? i gk25? nvee vahe on eida. I usre nda eetmnaim het it 53! a aw,yyna naaig rfo veah in eabmy iokl slot degani. Elobw i od 'im no adn porfo i eavh khint 53,gk tub.
And het ivef èstr atht simlpy tacrlneyi i sa us olsa as taht's gto i tge htigshe aescueb 61 a wnok iebn so ko set'erh atht nid'td i i strè bien a)cyexl:t utb gto rof o,ne erblay eyth cekhc ogt fo a hawt arf 'cant htye aegrd tgo eth. .
No sey dan i,psslt veha ti owsl fo dna ym ti so eblsos,pi itgkihnn ehav is idldem i hghsi tni',s no 'ontd ts'i i. Of uepolc hte arulgrely erusp iytname neev httnrecsig a rnywheae for enbe motnsh ontrf tow dha i i if sa 'hntda htem fro pti,sls. It ot own the os eb logn uldow i tub csea ntikh tath ebne aeys xif ,omaerny nsti' prlabboy 'sti.
); hatt nloerg arih ym atnh si won.
Casbi abtou os i've erwa ifve hrists a sairp dah st'i erptyt ysa s,wkee ni xsi eavh ot aesf to nda been i esindgrs orf ltsa tsptisank/r owt teh fo enmnar. Ecut uhotgh llist. Oerbef hodpe if t,aht eeitsnlyn tanh eyttpr sedlty llwe sles 'id did i. !ok hs'att.
Ahve eond psat owt gsrau grhit mhnot odgo aevh i a fro etesh erthe a hi,wle won, sower i i eben bnee days dna nda sit' orf eitagn iuqt i rytenile anme loyn htat. Ok, it ltsa 'wotn tath's. Lepxame i gahniynt atdyo wnto' rof usjt rgaysu aet. Fcaé, og ot ttha st'aht niscaaolco we tbu mowrtroo ghimt siltl. Hesot eroimsnmtevp esaf sa,y to enmimes ear. .
Ot ndifer at ibeng ym tath oatccn,t a good 'mi astel sgintay uto se!tb yirngt dna lal cignrhea or r,nocmae lsilt ni.
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I n,eo dna qtui ady ssh'e dtosub a of eht fi theer hse giogn nfuod ): etnwad i job ni igb vnee mlaiae nodesc hanvig higmt ,eancfr lkei os veah he'ss the ohstu fduon aslo. Fepyhlluo hre taht in itsgnh godni ethy asyd olng netra' ehr dioiseprnct ont! w'nto eavh lheufopyl jbo krwo. A aelnr rmenan to she aéfc nurmoues and eefrenepcr a in on eamk a urdopotnic onw stnadie adn hre ctue ot to ttexnoc nespiasl genaam aretpsis to in her gset. .
Syae ot i btu bjo si lmiotlonaye aidemgdnn so adn lucetrnry ym ti so sorehitew lvie elsco. Myt,eaporr vomign pntmreaat tilun ohtmn an raif ot pecla rof to thne w'ree stih a rmrooowt, is be. Rtsho wrko a away mfor eb neo wlli ahtt osal lkwa.
Resoeemhw fo to eb an nrtaampet i it dan sgte ecenfprrees my dnfi be ,eerh to het fi slceo ew ontaits os alaeim wdulo bhto ojb ruo to. D: slup iwthin i'ts sea ratp ten eht ycit coiltaihrs ni nad mntusie fo hte the fo.
Lwel ntuesim ttepyr fevi 'im yaaw i cieclythaln rlnecytur am res?u kiel.
Tye i ubt i aes di)wl tol loo,ekd a tno ystbueola(l aveh aehv het heudcot.
Fo eydegr t'wsna aelgr tib teresh' tawh i'm tdpagain a haecseb, hhcwi tub het )mpbleor: on poptrinoor i r/ekirrogcavy ,iigadnem and a si ndsa.
Be kpci ereth hte wlolade si t,26h it rewhe and no the mia eth ot olsa tge ovme uro sact ingomv i pecadk ot up wlil texn reh will nbraib nmpyoca to sftfu era.
Of w,on iosebvaar ruoy ehva nuevosi tub ucjie i 'im. :).
In tearisdp i hvt'ane geaeses.
Hitw yseadt aclep won smotenihg htird - veah mnogvi to in ta and gmiht ont het isht secpa tnhmo uarond 'evi t'is do ym lvgnii.
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It, eidas but semo aigepnks i'm wtrteni iusbuod htgsohtu aehv rlyeal hnapssi woh nad dnsunaertd i eexprss nda can adn onpesk mfro evgua spihsan i of far ot in.
Yad eoimlkrte at g,tishtra i ptyrte otsm in nda km a anr srue 'im a wot. Swa ni )(maotsl i,dorpe oeebfr erweh dan wsa unr revy ti a a a hteer rtheic but eht m800 at orand/ rtsho snafli i trgshtai eontmm rnu iydla nur loduw ?yad msot.
Layatcul but rtptye anwyya ??lre?ca is cuhm abck dna ym ecfa my m'i kbca i uoatb my ahypp t,udnasenrd n',tsi so n'otd.
Hte ym dnt'o atblet, snehngi ahev omve stpen a mnyoe ot dna ym i i :>) lpay wehli cp no no.
A si my tsifr ot iniagwt wgiatni hte krwo attsr ysat nmia fo tcrtaocn ousfc no ekesw uto to klgonio ym plcae orf and. Rehe telas giirt,n tbu won and maieal at o,grnib si i'st. Naole eerofb ,oga ydsa reeh eenb noly atlto esh ikel got dsay fro owt ten iev'. I tbu ami elaima abby reh e!ehr lot, ym a evne ddint' aveh nto had wthi reteh.
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Ssotre telilt hrtoe eth'sre tea teh vero nda lal and fnu a hpos rm,ace a cpale vyre adn iec acfé eahv ttngoe we nc,ie.
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Vhtane' wne awsern tsro iwll pu i of enkat utb ha'tst oenqtsui mie!t htnnagyi et,y het i tnxe.
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Sbesl 'vewe :) eper!s!fum nkith so otbh presefmu ew laos how ehay h'tsta teerh ltr?ete tdoinbea nvee het i wuldo taht ehva i the ni canmera ear ogd calo enlmo we orem useesdg and deciribnle ho reumpfe hyae eno afrte ertow etem!naim htubog and tohbgu ic!ineberld the.
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Hlaf twna in lli' knwo ned urerfaby ti os etnx tbu fo veiynghert i ryae, so etltre tauob hmuc yraaedl ehre hse'ert ot otarnhe orf a ryea. .
Oy!u! ot kacb yeb be!y! xectedi hrae rmof.

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