Dear Sonelle,
How are you? Haha it was your second september in lmi but you're still adjusting. Are you okay now? You always praying na sana maging maganda ang journey mo, what happened now? Ang dami mong kahihiyan papaalala ko lang sa'yo hehe. 'Di ba nga nag d-doubt ka na makakapasok ka sa honor roll, nagkatotoo ba? T _ T You made your own diary for your journey pero mo tinutuloy! look kaunti pa tuloy. Please stop pressuring yourself na, ik you always feel to be left out, drained and even that suicidal thoughts! for **** sake stop that. this was your past self rooting so much for you, please please be kind and gentle with yourself. It may sound crazy na nagbibigay ka ng advice sa sarili mo pero sana makinig ka sa 'kin hmp. Marami na ba friends mo? as in friends ha 'yung napapakita mo talaga kung sino ka hueeey. Tama na nga, good luck my future sonelle! ilymsmsmsmsfrfristg.
Epilogue
about 1 year later
hello, now ko lang 'to binasa kasi i literally forgot abt this shi, i saw this on tiktok fee years ago and nakita ko ulit siya now. i know 'di...
Treow newh anh ako zi sireuos ******* i grmraam zuc ad itsh rdepu os. )llo i it did rybioipatlb teh of frg it an ftrsi eacpe nliubdgi i teh graed i to **** na eedmdnir roep deimld shti klei shcu was sloe peatcipare ywa nhroo ta edam ym bednyo het apecct ta rtnee eyallr eylarl i ni i ln,g nshgit sldohu 1,0 way rllo i do rpoe ghponi ad asw sda me a het aws ht9 hwc(ih ni i flmeys. Ynjao-ne had eht efls matsid mas lyaler na dtobu asik ierezla nda lla trtaem plsomebr i ko 'tnoesd i poer it. .
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Ti aaplgi ko nga ksai en eaedzilr evne jrneyou kcba an asol ko i gngiam ti daem da aedm 😲 ,tehn itdn'd t _ t ayw deazerli agmanda yirnpa- an an em iwhch anglo. Aykahniih btui ehbocdt me ganko olllloo na aisinb aiks algn amlaaal ehh an ******* di ad vdlreei aesm adn amg aawl haah mo ta yoermm leef dn gnyu miet mankgi hstu.
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Lrylcae meti ***** amde all ont gsrusrinep rofm eth the ylmsfe im' to awy i ym 'im si tgkian it ujatsd ctpaec adn n!a. "spepaihns verye fdin veery e,hhe i laitr ,qeuto acef "ni m'i soworr glnivi nda ekses i txedpece in sapetsc wlli in miedpros w ehpnpasis sa arhphsdi ilef, da of to. I ad joeyn fo tghuhtso free an ghshtuto ton loo#y it em reevy adn mrfo owldu noe poer tonrocl laplieysce ietm fo 'im blpryabo be bist trheso ylfmes yaer nd lal inaghv veor iseiudc ot ames ta. Pduro of im' and it os. Me mhar hte all uoitwth of intgsh fo rewveenh it rpeo raycr iktnag uhcm ot eslf 'dsotne it tbiha swa ow,n ersiea lovreev it ivnhga saw ahrd udnrao. Kile shit 'otnw y,uo i wuthiot lfe,s my eb pats. Elfe me lnigett ti hwo ienvgheytr aksi me nhakt i dema rfo toyad uyo ma. Be i i ywa kitnh gwre i lduwo wluof eht say i ddin't. Orf ktahn fro em uoy norgoti adn levgbeini. Rmeirngwahat ti uordp lgn degugh bkigaa ofr lalery saw of i an ylfmse sftri teim i ylemfs ilyraletl swa teh t _ t. I nda be w osprime nd egtnle moer emslfy to roshte dnki w ceyilasple. Irtgiwn mo owha mdeyo i hhe ngl an rvdopemi preo apnitg apal.
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Y!se nvgie in i yeflms elki eraemyltne neisdrf amyn fele won! enth i hva cbka i'm osooooooo. 'mi an, ahtth ot am yrt ealb xeepenicre swa i areglnin iska hrda emht earyll efli dalneh enev im' fo who agdl lal os nfynu nad sillt my ewerh sylpmi be ot uhtogh nac na yie hooscilhhg 😠hwo ,ti ot i lal ovcoemre i eovr wakdawr ot sohw ahd ulroimvsntteaio it uforp i ni i 'mi.
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Enigb stpa ,uyo selneol uyo nhkat ofr. Wuold ghnit vaeluelytn em nuaodr i ervevlo lla udlwo moecorve. Opremis i. Nsehspiap kssee ni srroow.
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