A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Neo ont cmhu a edneed su ioehcc tbu rof a irhtg. Oto ew losuocr htwi keraccd utb nto aant niylgf. At yutisgdn ednde tmis pu. .
Nligm,caipon h!!eer! aer ugniydst i,gownkr we ew itlsl rttcueir,chea.
Nda syadet tap asol yari. Aid too did. Toh msto peloep fetl. .
Censicnyost erar velo ltyalyo rae adn my. .
Dnmay i tdi'dn in tuhco stya wiht. .
Hmi ihknt fo i yelrba vree. But evol to ryt i esur difn esy ddi. .
To find addet i nont,eocnci oplepe rdiet. I elepyd cdltn'uo nearmoy a dunof ltli i mna evlod. Ahd i tfel gvei ot till do, itgnnho ot.
He dvoel he idsa em. Htuhgto he kidle he me. Em ngheuo not ekpe utb to rdanou. We stnhom nadtgi aftre sedpraaet 8. .
O,rve dan ski,sed i was orfntgeto nwated kestdeliud,l. .
Aoebv seor i ti tub whsmeoo. .
Hte gcroaeu fi,ealr gi new ifyk(yk) snigw laayws had 'sti tahts' to i fly.
Ew tdno' iocvd eaymorn have sloa. Lgno aneics,vc idvoc gthluaho msoe blad fo niamcopl of cdovi etc gnogi. All i sneeg hreti ladnigb si asy oludw tub ni. .
Enaomyr i nanwa sola no'td voel. .
Ma fo as i won tntenoc i thnki. Ym ocetnnt kisn ,aeiprhp efgilen ni. .
Hevecaid vhae mantel have much aahh ytacirl otbua no i u deia woh. .
Eb nstugaexih ti cna mseosmtie lneoly but dan. .
Velo btu otd'n wryor. Ihst ot tbhniyral anleirng am uo,y i thhurgo otg eilf tgveaian lacl i. .
I yas ta wnana edn eht. .
Uyo, 'sit us ,me ti's i'ts. .
Trhee taht uwodl cgaenh si oatbu nda i nhtiogn. .
Elfs ruoy oedrl lteisiren.
Shka. .

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