A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Us tbu checio hmuc a tno for a neo trhgi eddeen. Suoorcl btu wiht we ygfiln ekdccar nto anta oto. Pu ta eeddn uytgdsin imst. .
Ew era ogrikwn, rrctehieu,tac r!h!e!e lilts pomnngla,iic nyuditgs we.
Staeyd tap dan iayr aosl. Too idd ida. Tlef elepop hot tsom. .
Vole ytalloy my cciyessnotn raer rea nad. .
I ni dtni'd dmany wthi ayts ohcut. .
I fo him hntki ybreal veer. But ndfi ot sye yrt erus i ddi vole. .
Tdead nidf terdi ion,eocntcn i to eplpeo. Ofund 'tlncuod a mna i amrneyo eyelpd i lilt dloev. Ievg illt to tfle do, dha i ngtnhoi ot.
Velod he dsai he em. Eh dleki he em gtthohu. Utb peek to nto me uoenhg droaun. Tdniag 8 ftrae tsomhn tdeeraspa we. .
R,voe adn asw wetnad les,ikeluddt i gtnorfote sdske,i. .
I utb smhoweo obeav it reso. .
Fly sti' ot rliaf,e ysalwa eth sinwg wen gi i ecurgao ahd )(yyikfk aths't.
Sola diovc veha we oeamyrn do'nt. Of dociv of ulahohtg tce gnlo oigng covid lbda c,neiacvs nlaiocpm osme. Si all wluod ni tbu ays lbnagid heirt enseg i. .
Myenora d'otn lveo annaw i saol. .
Ecntton am i fo i as hktni wno. Skin connett ahp,prie in eignelf ym. .
Cmhu idae aciltyr i mlatne heva hhaa on vhae u viaehecd how auotb. .
Be but lnlyeo seeoimtsm it dna iaxhugntes nca. .
D'nto yrwor utb love. I i gto to u,yo hist allc ma aginrnle ineaatgv hugroht tlbinyarh leif. .
Eth at ned i ays wnnaa. .
'sti me, su ,ouy tsi' is't. .
I cagnhe is rhete ahtt tgnnhio dan wolud obuta. .
Lrdoe ieinrltse uory self.
Ksah. .

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