A letter from May 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This is gonna be cringe, But I hope corona is over by then. It’s settled a lot in our country, but does it f*** us over and choose to have a quarantine. How’s dad and his gf? Don’t worry, I don’t hate her, she tries her best. I don’t wanna say her name on this cause it’s gonna be public, but either way, are they well? I’m writing this from a random YouTube letter - I’m making a few, I just hope I don’t rid of this gmail. - how’s school going, 15th of May 2022? Hope all the friends are treating you well, it’s been an easy start, but I doubt that’ll keep on forever. Let’s hope. I wrote a letter back in year 6 to my year 12 self, so I won’t make one for my year 12 self on here. I quite easily doubt myself, as you know, but if there really has been a relationship, what is it? Who with? Really, I don’t think I care too much about wanting to date, but just in case I change my mind. Are you getting out more? Going out on the weekend with your friends? Or keeping to yourself in your little haven of your room? I feel like crying for some reason. Maybe to do with the fastness of life? Maybe something otherwise. I wanna know how you look? Have you changed for beauty standard sakes? Your own health sakes? Or just are yourself, aka me, not too unhealthy. I really have no idea what will happen. Last year until about a little while before the end of the year, I didn’t realise I’d be leaving my old school. I love it, I wanted to since I was little. They were mean, they would pick on me sometimes. But then again, we were kinda close like a little family. It was so small. OH, have you made NEW friends yet again? Lost a few? I’m scared for that. It’ll be a year and a bit from when I met them. Part time job - did you get it or weasel out of it like the chicken we are. The uncomfortableness too much? When you are done reading this, I want you to sit outside, wherever that is, and just shut your eyes. It could be stressful, but in the end, It’ll turn out okay. Bye future me, because I have no more words to say

Epilogue

about 3 years later

I’m re-writing my reply. God year 11 got to me. When I read this I cried. But I’m out of school now (left after year 11) for 2 and a...

Rseay flha. Eenb ni sbjo eiv’ 3 difetnfre. Rof 2 serya cearilchd 2 osmthn. ’oyud owh uroy kolo felt oyu eams eht nwo sdki efrta gwro hnat aeg yuoev’ absecue in rharte hamrc have ieaedrls up pgour orefver. Hemt elya,dr yera eth vloe you 2-5 lsod. I uy,o doelv ssmi sida wehn eivgnla oltd lal asw hemt me i tely’hl onos eht thye trsepna. Wthi a aevh evmso seethuoma yuo owh yuo. Atsy tlhuogha omseeahtus eart,g dlsohu ntgicffae haev no you nmaetl hs’e uscae of heewtrh ihs osbdtu uyo uoy tseta. Ofrynebid sodofu ’ehs ton ,(on a. Mhi oyu nvere aongn as as he ’otnd husc ees hguthoal tseb ssee a uatlobelys frdie,n ep)npah oyu. V sha’tt. Tgrea eshs’. Ahs rhe olev sibt bf esh ot j! nda !too a.
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Evi’ tdsea ’tnehva tbu nebe brfodnyei ahah hda a no. Only dtaes uhhtog 2. Acyssilf so elapse renpatr ’dtno o’lyul an a ihm for ogdo ex hmi xe) ujst sa onso you he’s an avele hes’ heav (we not tptyre sapa,.
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To shit nweh irtfs ettler ve’i ym cosel thrso ctu arhi sesudhro!l ot efw te!msi a my wtore you. I’st ethn pu wogrn royu a an neht fhaywal ixedrfn-e uleodocr otu cenk won u!tc nad ti slotam eiipx. Now irlisma erd ti ti tierss ruoy pniyk dan oryu asw ,repupl ethn ookls trnuala hatt a it uplpre s’ti ot obnwr nad coeldruo swa. Btaou ti niec i ot htae eafc adn fnu <3 kwor nad ithw felt ghint hlotugha adn i swa o!kol ltas uyo woh race my twen marscaa uyo ti tedri oh.
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Ubh eb dna lwli eshs ,vyleol seayduts drhsustay si <3 inefrd oson new og i my uytoh ot h. I mte and woh s h hsat’t. .
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On eohtr vreo 3-2 anth for ont ht,uohg nwo tn,he eht yeasr tpu lkei 🙄 caionrovrus asw etnw cncsavei uot eneyfiildt hatt tsi’ dbeealc yb revo.
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Elaspe hsgo it oot clkyu ond’t ppeleo you s)mdsu*b (:> of ro htngi l’li ryza!c uoy loas fof rmaond aigan t’don nda he psla od lddemi teh erwe otn’d os oury etem het mub!d nmegeit yuo s’tawn ni( teh be omeasteuh itr!enetn.
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Yoka velo be <3 ya yol’lu. ’oeryu rcsead lsilt uoy lwli spsa onkw ti but.

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