A letter from September 20th, 2020

Dear J, Ayo um I don’t know if we are still alive with everything that’s going I really don’t know if di3d or if we are still alive. I have a few questions ummm how’s senior year going girl? Do we got a boyfriend? Where are we right now? Are we in Texas or Vegas or somewhere else? Did things with mom get better or are the worst? Have we started looking for apartments so we can move out? What are we striving to be? We got a scholarship? What are we working in? Do we stan BTS? How are they? Is zahid well? Say hi to my kids including zeze, jahel, joy joy, arthur, and Lea is she alive? Ayo if you’re not alive let me tell you I won’t be surprised I know this **** is hard even breathing for us is difficult non the less deal with mom or school. It’s fine if you didn’t get too far atleast you tried I think don’t worry kid you’re 14 year old self won’t judge you and will console you. It’s fine hun I love you even though brother says you don’t and if you are alive remember what mom told you that she wants to see you dragging your feet back to her don’t allow that to happen girl we got this and don’t backtrack on this ****. Quick question is corona over hun? -Your 14 year old self