Dear FutureMe, it’s 2020. I’m 15 now. It has been a journey since the beginning.
This year is probably the worst one I’ve had so far. My beloved grandmother sadly passed away, a global pandemic occurred and has the whole world panicking.
Well, how are you today? Do you feel alright?
How’s life?
Man, I hope you are okay. I hope you have grown out of you shell. Please tell me you at least have more than 10 friends. (:
This whole year has been so stressful, I’ve been depressed very often, I feel sad, lonely. I wish you luck man, see you in 5 years. /Jonathan Zan.
Epilogue
5 months later
It didn’t get better, kid. It didn’t just get worse, it descended into something you don’t even have a name for yet. If you saw the place I ended up,...
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The me be dvoi gnhyertiev pspirdte i teh byo omeyrm teh used of ofmr tpecex to. Vael,i dfinag tfian dan atth salt tath glow is ilstl hte enev hgnit is. Tlhgi wdtean yuo. Asw nad oech nerve uetrfu for of lal nufdo uyo i sekrndas teh i a higopn heecdar.
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