Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
Anc xarel 0122, yuo.
Ot epratsn zimiṙ lvie edvom sdretat glcloee, inbalṡut ew ucaeesb 'ndot a,oerynm i uor in ytlalcua eth ryea. .
Ouy ıyızld the nitg,h otg to o,oso h'eesr in keitkn. Het dulow to ni aphnep it was veen tno eiagimn tbu tsgihn ouy. . . . Eehrt in usdtigyn oure'y agnalegsu. Hatw? you oyu rndeael wonk nda hnrcef.
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Yuo ot og ni twih ruoy a acfe eroyu' to no'ulctd niggo hte ubt on mdor ecafnr smile das prmo uoyr ormo write mfor htis.
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Vobae hiwt sa ouy uyr'oe fo urqentfe ton kihnt sanme nay tontcac hte sa ni. Neev sotl neo fo mteh yuo. Htat ihrgt ): sduesge.
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Yenra the eerw erfcan dgindew go uoy scb ni you ot dae,mrir dontl'cu gto.
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Is eclso esh a ot e,ifn iun has elacp ̇allci. Tiwh the het tdl'wuo 'uldotcn tnoi heac gto ayd of nrfied aesm tesb wto uoy esgsu tesorh thta them yuo msoe uin teh be yuo tbu rheet fo.
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Si kengçö doog. Ni ntdere umğla a hse seouh. Utukt etehr sdeiust esh with. Di'ndt tub hmi yuo s,oyrr ety teme. Socel utb day eoms.
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Izṙmi ariba usiteds ni. Uyo tub gto tocncta erfta clno'tdu e'oryu reh ees ealve ot imrżi in angai you.
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Illw uoy deuas aalytcul dya eno see. A i oury fcat ngieb shti bwol wlli etb imnd. I you okwn tindd' eshet ees imcong.
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You cdol ehnw dais ownk aitusḃnl adn tihgm wree uoy eb tobua i gntilka ti. Cpflelyaciis said i yuo ttha dtt'ind eher lead cpale us nya ebielev nad btu nae,m. Eatherw eht thiw na ot feeinzgr ednru cefran rzeo ontrhner. To ni hmcu be eusbcea ???tw?f in so and reacnf s'ti cneri lodc.
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Gserglust hnepap. In pneeadph teh tlsa ythe aseyr 5. Amyn ekwrdo nyma adh too nowdbskera rftleid ouy ubt ynma whti ,rdah eoeppl. Rcdie ot etnw ubt and eertih you solt otsl sraeipt uyo fo. Got bed erthnoa ucontyr oyu slao to sda oen of fo but odvem sbet loeppe dinerfs so out rouy uoy eostsme,mi you 'tnucdol twhi mdea. Hatw erh dan nokw nagai? oyu neve yte nwok yuo dtno'. Tno ruoy is ni madsr,e ?thgri nvee in ihts.
Oyu usoitrt yuo to ngoig rtohw n'dot i thikn ecabeus wonk neev ternhao ti ouabt tdon' urtyonc sa a. .
Het ouy orhwt tnihg ,is it. Fsleyoru eomr 'ulyol vnee odnt' levo owrry yuo nhta k,thin. .
Ryuo tn'iddt yuo uyo elevedbi ielk froy8-e-dasel-l ainopstdis. .
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Eadht uhsis, ti ,lpyluicb you rvye i oyu ssgue itrde. Moscddaln' uoy tefra sshui tewn aenr to ueaebcs ttah teh teh hsop. .
'lli hctik emos ofr a earl i sa ,yuo onso i nwos glnae make utp steclho atrfe acn on as. Ocgnol,e slle htwi reeh lryuitnavol since mesll i yhet osla here em >:( anc it rgtbouh i eth 'tndo abscuee siltl ti.
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Godo 19 was altyl,s and. Nridsef 8 ewn ouy 91 amde ta. Oot ehyt eon ddi ekil ouy seel peldhe no. 22 si ouy're socle 32 ,nwo. Eruyolsf eyuro' seeuslcl tisll leif to es,nfrdi ry'oeu lsitl nwe adn vopierm kmgina tyr aotbu. Sth'at oeuvy' olylu' inght ees cmuh ,felt het ever veyr ubt lsbeailpu smot.
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